Even has my brain screams out “NO THIS IS WRONG ALL HE DOES IS HURT YOU!!!” I keep kissing you, because it’s so perfect, I’m just floating.. and nothing can go wrong..till after the sex of course when I realize how big of an idiot I am..
Went through his phone and found texts to some girl. He calls her babe, and talks about her living with him when he gets out of the army. She has a kid and smokes, you know all the things he hates.
Then I checked his Facebook and saw all the girls he talks to on there. Call me a bad person for going through his shit but I have a right to know, I think.
I’m done. This is the end to a very fucked up love story. 3 years I have waited and stuck around to continue not being good enough and I’m not gonna do it anymore.
I’ve always wondered what it is about me, well now I know that the problem isn’t with me, it’s fucking him. I don’t deserve to be treated like that, but much more.. he doesn’t deserve me.
Now the question is how I do end it all without making a big fucking mess and screwing myself over…
Tacoma is pretty exciting:) Welcome to Washington.
I am dying of laughter over here.
I swear I’m like the only woman in the world who doesn’t like her boobs messed with during sex.
No thank you.
But really don’t know how to go about changing it or bringing it up…
somethings gotta give though, because I can’t take this much longer.
